Un bon homme 2
A news of betrayal is, of course, the last one we all want to hear especially if it has the stabbing capability of changing the way we see things forever.
Browsing my MySpace account had me reviewing the pictures I stored there. One of the pictures that I make sure I always upload in any of my personal sites is the "eye", my eye. Sure enough, the "eye" is there to cover for me whenever I’m upset and my caption of that one conversation with Andrew, my cousin Ida’s boyfriend and my co-emcee during another cousin’s wedding three weeks ago, had me remembering that I was, and still am, in agreement that Andrew’s a good guy, and a fitting one, for Ida.
Ida and I are two of the three UP products in the Cardenas family. Though we do not really, hehe, mean our occasional smugness of that small fact, we can’t help it every time the external world’s challenging our worth or giving us problems intellectually and emotionally. Okay, I’ll shut up. I’m already contradicting my principles and virtues. =p This is, definitely, another story worth of another blog post some other time.
Anyway, what I’m really trying to say is that Andrew is every bit deserving of Ida and vice-versa. The news of betrayal I was talking about earlier is now having me wish and pray fervently that I’ll someday find and realize the love of an "Andrew" of my own; that every sharp curve, every steep drop is worth it if it leads me to the one who’ll be the reason of a smile I know I’ll have for keeps. 
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My grateful acknowledgement for Joy, Leo and Ellen. I sincerely want to meet and help "her", Leo, just like what you and the ECCI guys did for me during that time my world crashed into pieces and I had no choice but to painstakingly rebuild it.
