Extreme frustration and restless because of it
Paola, Rex, Joy 1 and Joy 2 all told me to give the damn thing a rest and let go and let live as the more I’m being defensive, the more I sound like I’m running after someone. "Hindi na yan normal," they all agreed in unison.
At the risk of sounding stubborn, which, I admit I am especially in cases that I’m being thought badly about, I defend and justify my actions as simply the things that I owe to myself; that it would definitely be unfair for me if I, at least, wouldn’t do anything, this time being the perfect time to apply my principle that "Regret is life’s greatest failure so rather than be accused of not doing anything at all, do something!"
Joy 2 told me that I certainly couldn’t expect to make the subject of my extreme frustration fully understand or at least get to realize where I’m at; that this subject would be more and more suspicious of my intentions.
Intentions?! My intention was just one purely innocent thing! And I’m being misunderstood for it!
I am fully aware that my approach, though mostly due to coincidence, is indeed misleading. But I am at least, I believe, entitled to some decency especially if it’s coming from an old friend.
