Bringing frustration upon myself
"Ranting" is way too light for a word to sufficiently describe how I’m feeling now. Not even PinoyExchange.com’s rant thread, along with what are ironically called as "smileys", could serve as a more than enough venue to release the pent-up emotions I’ve been feeling.
I know I brought this upon myself. And having to realize that I could have instead chosen not to do anything is more than enough reason for me to start questioning my principles and beliefs, to finally start looking at myself in the mirror and just letting all the tears flow until I’m all dried up and have nothing to release.
What I experienced - it definitely was more than just plain humiliation. It was rejection.
This I promise myself: From this day forward, I would never have to wait again.
