Dear Bloggie
I was to say "Dear diary…" but opted to say "Dear bloggie" instead. Wala lang. Haha.
Anyhoo… Haay… Another proof of what I’m refusing to admit (na sakitin ako) is my recent absence (half day) today at work.
Maloloka na yata ako. Sabi nga ni Doc Carol, my brain is taking all the burden, all the stress. Sheesh… "Pag hindi gumana itong P180/day na painkiller, mag-ipon-ipon na raw ako for CT Scan. Mahal yun ha. At nakakatakot. Malamang-lamang e inuuntog na nga yata ni Lord sa pader ang ulo ko while saying "Iha naman, minulat ko na nga ang mata mo sa KATOTOHANAN, nagbubulag-bulagan ka pa."
Speaking of stress… Lagot. Humanda raw ako pagdating ni Boss Kamesh from Cebu on Monday. Appointments. Appointments. Repeat. Appointments. Appointments. Repeat. Appointments. Appointments.
Then again, stress killer talaga ang mga nakita ko kahapon sa bus. Sina Zinnia and Aldwin! My god! It’s been almost seven years na pala since I last saw these people I was with noong Youth Week!
The fact that last night lang sila nagkabalikan after six, seven years of being apart really brought a smile to my lips. Di ko malaman kung ano dapat reaction ko nang malaman ko na nung very day Irvin and I broke up, Zinnia and Aldwin also broke up. <thinks> Sheesh. What a morbid thought on my mind! Hehe.
But really, I think these people (Zinnia and Aldwin) were what God sent as His temporary solution to my depression yesterday.
Another of God’s instruments is the future Fr. Carlo Perez. E kelan nga ba talaga siya magiging pari?! Hehe. Though it doesn’t help to mention that classmate niya yung cousin ni "thou-shalt-not-be-named-muna" sa San Carlos Seminary, it certainly does help na for the third time, he will be of help to me, at least spiritually and emotionally. Pero kainis naman. May pari na nga ako for my wedding (Carlo of course!), wala nga lang future hubby. <sigh>
Dear bloggie, I know I am on my way to recovery. Sabi ni Rica "bad luck comes in threes" pero exceptional daw yung case ko kasi bonus yung fourth bad luck. Dear me! ‘Wag na sana magkaroon ng pang-fifth, please Lord!
