Dear Bloggie (Better than Random Thoughts, by the way)
Nine more hours to go. Uhm, that’s more or less five sessions to go and I’m through with Speechpower Spain, that is, if I could find the Oral Presentation book immediately! Uh-oh.
Speechpower España holds a lot of bittersweet memories for me, the bitter exceeding the sweet which was probably the reason why Ma’am Tootsie heeded to my request to be transferred this coming June to the Buendia office, the only office, aside from the Taft office, which has not yet been, errr, "contaminated" by the same bittersweet memory of a person I’d rather forget for all the best reasons.
But then I’d like to clarify: I’m not bitter. I’ve forgiven already. I’m just hurt, full of pain, as the wound is yet to heal.
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It was not my first time last night to watch the Disney All Stars version of the Bette Midler Cinderella song "A Dream Is A Wish Your Heart Makes" but it was definitely the first song that made me (and still makes me) feel good in a long time.
A dream is a wish your heart makes
When you’re fast asleep
In dreams you will lose your heartaches
Whatever you wish for you’ll keep
Have faith in your dreams
And someday, your rainbow will come smiling through
No matter how your heart is grieving
If you keep on believing
The dream that you wish will come true
A dream is a wish your heart makes
When you’re feeling small
Alone in the night you whisper
Thinking no one can hear you at all
You wake with the morning sunlight to find fortune that is smiling on you.
Don’t let your heart be filled with sorrow
For all you know tomorrow the dream you wish will come true.
When you can dream, then you can start, a dream is a wish you make with your heart…=)
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<sigh> Tomorrow’s another Monday. Precious, repeat after me, say "APPOINTMENTS". Just so glad the new set of painkillers took its effect immediately yesterday but not soon enough for me to join the ECCI anniv party and see the "nipple dance" of the Training Group. Hehe. Anyhoo, I got the "preview" during Zillah’s dinner/inuman birthday party at the Makati Republik the day before.
Say who?! Did Jong of ECCI Solutions actually call me an "Ana Roces-lookalike" in my Friendster primary pic?! Ahaha. That’s a first. Tina added by saying that I’m just the morena version, parehong "tabain". Oh well… Hehe.
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Wildcards.
<lets out another sigh> The tarot cards said that my life is yet to develop. Boss Sreeni said it himself too a few months back while staring at my palm inside the conference room for our palmistry session. Seems like the Creator above "procrastinated" in developing my life plan which could probably have been the reason why I’m one of this life’s greatest procrastinators/crammers. <looks above> I’m just kidding po. Peace. =)
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But what if CNN actually considers the application I sent to them a week ago? I wonder if Tita Adore would accomodate me in her Florida residence just so I could go to Atlanta for my interview… Hmm… <the devil advocate in me says "Dream on!">
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My heart’s condition? Well, it’s still crushed into a million pieces. So is my ego. But it’s my own personal (yes, life size) jigsaw puzzle, my own challenge that I have to fix, with or without help.
